I always liked that old
song of Leonard Cohen:
Like a bird on the wire
Like a drunk in a midnight choir
I have tried in my way to be free
Like a drunk in a midnight choir
I have tried in my way to be free
I liked it early on, and also much later:
I’ve been really appreciating the sight and songs of all the
birds near my patio, but recently that Cohen song took on a different meaning
for me. I awoke early with my alarm system
going off because of a power outage. (Because my alarm system is old and has
all sorts of problems, it is mostly disconnected but it still connects when the
power goes off, just long enough to set off a brief alarm.) I got up and tried
to make the beeping sound stop, and then checked with BC Hydro online and found
that the problem, as was the case with another outage two weeks ago, related to
“contact with a bird.” A bird on the wire.
BC Hydro was great; they posted
regular updates and got a crew out to fix things quickly. But a power outage
during a pandemic is worrying. It makes you wonder if maybe the infrastructure upon
which we all depend might just suddenly disappear. And then I started thinking
about that old Hitchcock film “The Birds.” Maybe the birds hate us, I thought.
Maybe they will be glad when we are gone.
I was a bit aggrieved because,
only a few days earlier, I had signed up to make monthly contributions to Birds
Canada:
However, I’m still glad to be supporting
Birds Canada, because it’s an excellent organization the mission of which is to
conserve wild birds through sound science, on-the-ground actions,
innovative partnerships, public engagement, and science-based advocacy.
Birdsong is a great comfort
these days, and the sight of so many birds lifts my spirits. I recognize that my
feelings and fears with regard to the power outage were irrational and likely they
have to do with an unacknowledged agitation I feel because of the virus and the
uncertainty with which we are living these days.
We are all wired! According to
my dictionary, that means being in a nervous, tense, or edgy state. It also means being connected
by wire. For those birds on the line it might mean sudden death. For birds in a
cage it might mean beating their wings against the wires as described so
poignantly in Paul Laurence Dunbar’s poem, Sympathy:
Sometimes
we are agitated, tense and fearful. Even Dr. Henry noted the other day that the
situation was “nerve-wracking for all of us.”
We
are birds on the wire. Occasionally, we need to acknowledge that.
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